I wanna thank you

I wanna thank you michelle. i wanna thank you for showing me how easy it is to lie. i wanna thank you for being able to play me almost two years. i wanna kill you for crushing me with your deceit, for bringing tears with all your f@#$ed up excuses. i wanna kiss you for making me be alone for the first time, and letting me see how strong i really am. i wanna hate you for bringing me back time and time again, and making me think it was always me. i wanna love you for showing me how the game is really played because that is all i ever was to you, just another game, just another girl.