This Itch

I don't know how to explain it,
the way i feel for you,
I'm all over the place and it's messing me up,
i don't know what to do.
I know you really like me,
i think i really like you too,
but I'm asking myself over and over again,
are these feelings of mine really true?

One day i really want you,
but the next just as a friend,
i don't know what to think or feel,
i don't know if it's real or pretend.
I think he is amazing,
I've never met someone like him,
but i think of us as friends together,
and it feels so right within.

I don't want to hurt any feelings,
i can't do this all again,
i get to the point where im falling aprt,
my tears pour down like rain.
I know what people are thinking,
they think that I'm a b**h
but if you were me you'd understand,
it's annoying me like an itch.

I feel so god damn pressured,
but all i think about is him,
but what will i do? what will i say?
or should i hold it in?
I'm going back and forward,
and i can't take it anymore,
i have to find out my true feelings for him,
or this itch will soon become sore.

© Gurdy x (GoddessOfWings)