Ash's cries

Life seems so evil
nothing seems to go right
i try and try
yet everything i do is a fight

i argue with a friend over a stupid guy
lost the 1 person i really love
my mom gone for another year
my best friend leaving me

no one seems to care
that I'm as perfect as i can be
i cant really take it anymore
why cant they just see the real me

nothing good right now in my life
but a few good friends
that will b there to the end
but things still don't even out

i want to be happy
i truly do
but why would i be
when nothing at all seems true

i cry and cry
to release the pain
bundled up inside
but even if i cried a million tears
still nothing would b right

so i sit alone
thinking that no one really knows
and cry myself to sleep
wonderin if things wil ever get better