As we drive the car through the dark woods on our way home
The darkness eats away at me
I think of all the things that have happened
I think of him mostly
But then i think of everything going on in the world
A single tear forms in my eye
Then it slowly slides down my fear stricken face
My memories of that day just come flooding back
I want to tell them everything
Everything that happened in the darkness of that full moon nite
But yet when I wake to sun shinning through my windows
I forget everything and the only thing i remember is the fun i had with my friends
I go to school like normal
Then the darkness hits hard on me like a rock falling off a building
When she glares at me that way
I have to put a mask on to cover my freshly opened wounds
The wounds arent physical
They are emotional
They formed slowy over the years
Starting on that nite when the darkness had consumed my body and had changed me for life
I wish i could go back and when the darkness came i could go and seek my comfort in him and never have to leave his warm embrace
I just wish that the darkness would be lifted for eternity and so i could see clearly and never be afraid of the darkness
