Nothing's Real

If all you do is tell me stories
If all you do its tell me lies
If all you do is ignore me
You will never hear my cries!
You will never hear what I want you to hear
You will never hear what I’m trying to say
You will never hear the truth in the rumors
Unless you look this way
Look at who I am today
Look at what I have become
Look at what I’m doing to myself
Waiting for a dawn that just wont come
Waiting for the break I need
Waiting for you to see
Waiting for the sun to shine through
Somebody please set my soul free
Somebody please show me the way
Somebody please make me stay
Somebody please lend me a hand
I know I didn’t grow up as planned
I know its wrong
I know I’m just scared
I know it’ll okay
But I was far from being prepared
I have not yet heard the truth
I have not yet learned
I have not yet been told
That there is someone out there who is concerned
I miss the way you looked at me
I miss the way you made me feel
I miss our emails and our talks
Everything that is left, none of it seems real