Think

I'm sitting here alone
There's no one here, but me
I'm so lost in this crazy life
The light, I cannot see
I used to think I said too much
But I really don't say enough
Life in this mixed up world
for me, is way too tough
My thoughts are jumbled
I don't know what to do
I need someone to talk to
But who do I turn to? who?!
I can't get anything out
This is really starting to stink
I don't know what to do
All I need to do is think
I want to think of happy
Maybe a light will come on
or I'll just sit in the dark
until the break of dawn.
I'll think of how life is
How it always gets me down
I'll just think of all the bad times
And cover with a smile, a tear
Sometimes I want to disappear
I just want to shrink
Sometimes I need to wait a while
And sit alone and think
I sit here watching time go by
Thoughts going through my head
And this time, I want to make things right,
and not by wishing I was dead.
I want to fix everything
in this broken life of mine
I want to be able tot tell the truth
And not just some truth-less line
I think my life is pointless
but maybe there is more
I think I might have a purpose,
but I'm really not sure.
No matter what, I'll keep trying
I don't think I'll give in
I think I want to fight these problems
and I think I want to win.

This poem so sucks!!! i don't know why I'm putting it on here... let me know what u think!.. thanks