I Don't

I don’t know what I have become
I can’t even be me
It makes me so numb
I am dead inside you see

The pain I feel inside
No one really sees
And even if they did
All they would do is tease

All they see is me smiling
They do not see the pain
Or that deep inside I’m dying
But still I keep on smiling

One keeps me holding on
And he is always there
I hope he’s never gone
That’s a pain I could not bear