I felt your coldness,
I reached out.
For I cant stand your frozen heart anymore
But you never even came close
And so I had let you go
Even if I still want you to stay.
You had left me
And it never came as easy as breathing
My agony seemed unbounded
It slaved me with loneliness
Tears composed my days
That it paralyzed my system.
So I craved to hate you
Yet I just cant.
Indeed, I had loved you with all my fragility
Your existence is making me surrender,
Purely consuming my weakness
I swear, I tried to get over you
Still I cant let go.
Damn, I'm passionately mad of you!
I'm so much powerless when it comes to you
I cant even fight back.
Now that you had forsaken me
And I don't own your heart anymore
It never was mine.
Its the truth.
You had never given it to me entirely
Your words were just dead and empty
Your comfort became solicited
Yet behind the oddness
It didn't require me to cease being a devout of you
Giving up on you is unfeasible
Ill still be here for you to the day I breathe my last
For you, my heart wont get tired.
I will just try to suffer your absence
If suffering is all part to save my sanity
Ill be satisfied living within your memories,
To sustain my beingness.
Every inch of you will be kept in my heart
For you're the only possession I have
The only gauge of my true happiness
Your entirety will linger in me for eternal.
Let me love you
And I will live at ease.
Ill never beg anything for an aid
Ill never even dare to touch you again
You won’t hear even a single word from me
I promise, Ill never complain.
All I plea,
A single favor that won’t even burden you:
Please lend me even a small part in your heart
I'm not such a big space.
