My Only Cure....

I'm such an awful person
In everything I do
And I'm starting to question
If I can make it through

Each day its getting harder
To push these tears aside
And I'm running out of places
That I can safely hide

And the more days that go by
The more I seem to cry
And the more nights pass by
The more I pray to die

I'm getting very stressed
From all these things in life
And the only thing that helps me
Is when I try and use the knife

I realize that it’s bad
And I know that it’s not right
And I'm very sad to say
That it helps me win this fight

I just really want to die
I've endured more than enough
And come on let’s be real
Can it even be that tough?

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