Guys I know it's long, and most of you *if not all of you* won't even read it, but it got it off my chest=D
You told me our friendship was special
and you didn't wanna ruin it
i respected that and we said we'd stay friends
now things have changed
you don't even talk to me anymore
i ask you whats going on and
why you're doing this to me
i don't think you understand
that i love you and want you in my life
i don't care if we're just friends,
if thats the only way i can have you,
for god's sake, ill take it
i want you in my life
otherwise i don't know if ill make it
please be there for me
like you told me you would
don't walk away from me
and shut the door on our friendship
the one you said you never wanted to lose
and i told you i didn't want to either
so why are you doing this to me?
why cant you understand that i need to have you
in my life because i need to be able to talk to you
yes i still love you, and maybe i always will
i wish you'd give us another chance and you know that..
but even more than that, i wish we were still friends
i cant live without you, i need to tell you how i feel
but whenever i try, you either laugh or ignore me
you said you wanted our friendship...so why
are you trying so hard to ruin it?
guess what boy? you just lost any trust id given you
i told you everything, even things you didn't
deserve to know. so now its your turn
tell me why you're doing this and tell me now
or be prepared to never have me at your feet
trying to get you to talk to me
our whole relationship has been me trying to get closer to you but guess what? i can only wait for you for so long,
its almost been a year of me telling you how much i need you
i cant take it anymore...
now its my turn...
my turn to close the door.
**to Timmy...the one i will never forget, not because of anything good, but because of what hes put me through
