Every Night

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Every night she sits and cries
Relentless tears begin to flow
One by one they blur her sight
And around her an ocean grows

Every night she wonders why
Why has she stayed to lived this life
She knows they’re better without her
All she does is cause pain and strife

Every night she looks to that blade
Hoping for comfort and relief
Just some source of feeling
Or a reason to believe

Every night she cuts her wrists
At least three or five at a time
Thinking this will sooth her
And rest her screaming mind

Every night she feels like dying
She wishes to just disappear
To end her life and fly away
And never again shed a tear

She’s given up on trying
She just wants to be free
Every night she wants to tell them
‘What it’s really like to be me’

But terrified of their reactions
And disappointment in their eyes
Every night she keeps to herself
And goes to her corner to sit and cry