She owns no control
has no self esteem
took love for granted
feels so restricted
and never free.
Shes on the ground
gasping for her breath
If shes meant for something more
then this is the final test.
She felt so useless
like nobody cared
she hurt herself constantly
just to feel the fear.
She felt so numb
to any feeling at all
until that jagged razor
caused her to fall.
Deep breaths now
she can no longer speak.
Wishing she could turn back
reasoning...
pleading with her destiny.
Blood staining the floor
the carpet soaked through
Wondering if it would have been different, if he just said, "I love you too."
Thinking of everything
flash backs in her mind
trying to figure out the beauty
in her life,
but shes running out of time
so weak now...
so pale.
She's convinced this is the end now
Tears streaming down her eyes
blood pouring down her wrists.
Her world is so shattered now
can't find a single friend...
hates the idea of being alone
if this really is the end.
She tries to crawl
to the next room
the blood staining every spot
she reaches for the phone...
needing
wanting to live on...
hoping...
praying she could do it
Wondering...
how could she bare it?
What was she thinking?
The pain is sharp
and overwhelming...
she reaches out her arm
but she can't get a grasp...
and in her last thoughts,
she thinks of YOU.
