Mommy why did you do this to me?

Ever since I was young my mothers always drank.

Because of my mothers disease she gave me so many problems.

I know she didn't mean to make my life hell. But she did.

She gave me anxiety over everything I do.

She gave me eating disorders I wish she could undue.

She also made me a perfectionist that I would love to go away.

But worst of All she left me with a man who molested me when I was young.

Mommy why did you do this to me. You ruined my life.

If you weren't an alcoholic I would blame this all on you , but I can do that because you are sick.

Please mom hear my cries to you.

You seem to think that everything is getting better, but you need to see that its only getting worse.

Please mom get me help, just realize everything you've done to me, and help me to get help.

I know you want me to get better,but I can't without your help.

Why did you do this to me Mom?

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