MY gOOdByE

Why do I do I get these feelings?
Why do I put myself through this pain?
Why can I not stop myself
From this reoccurring shame
I'm tired of covering up scares
I'm tired of hurting all my friends
I'm tired of it always being me
Going through this pain
So tonight I put this to an end
Time to say good bye for good
I'm saying bye to the pain
Bye to the knifes
and bye to the razors
Bye to the matches I've burnt
I'd have to say it’s the end
I look at my most recent markings
And smile while saying..
Good-bye to my dear friends..