I can't take it any more

I can’t take this feeling anymore
My vains can’t bare it like they did before
I have allowed this to go to far
My mind has go ajar
I need Mary Jane
To keep me insane
My mind is so far away
But I know this feeling will betray

I’ve tried to end this hell
But on the drugs my mind does dwell
I have traded my tears for fear
Sane I can no longer be
But inside I truly know it can’t be me

I must end this now
But I fear I’m not sure how