Where????

Where will i end up
where will i go
how far will my life live
how long will i stay alive
where is my innocence
as i sit in silence
i wait for these answers
where is my hope
where is my will to cope
where are my eyes filled with joy
are they lost with each day that unfolds
where is that child that i hold within
where has she been
will i ever be ok
will i ever be myself
will i ever recieve help
where am i going
where will i go
am i still here
am i still alive