I dont know why

I don't know why your on my mind
No idea how you got there
So gentle and kind
Always tuned in and aware

You could always tell when I lied
Sitting in front of you with a fake smile
Holding in the tears before I cried
You'd comfort me all the while

You'd tell me you loved me every night
And it really came from the heart
Always taking my side when we'd fight
So that we wouldn't part

But I pushed you far away from me
I held you back
Your love is something I couldn't see
Now its something I lack

I don't know why your on my mind
No idea how you got there
I'm not sure if I was just blind
To see that you really did care