As I lie here in bed
wondering about my life,
how would it have been?
what would you say?
what would I say!?
how my evenings die,
with the whispering of your voice
your soothing words in my ear
they echo in my head,
overpowering my thoughts
with your words of confusion
thinking of you makes me sane
keeping me within the grasps of reality, out of reach
from hatrid, anguish, and fear
the fear of having nothing
fear of being alone
the fear of fear itself
my confession of love for you
is invane for you may never know
you may never know what you have
what i can give you
but for you I have fallen hard
for you and only you
for it is true
my love for you.