What These Tears Stand For

These tears I cry
Are memories of us
all that time together
so much of it based on nothing but distrust

You told me u loved me
but the real you didn't know
I wish you had seen who I really am
Before I let you go

Thinking of you kills me now
Yeah I don't show the fact i still cry
How can i be so torn apart over this
Your just a guy

But wait, your not
your so much more
Thats why you
Are the soul person I use to live for

You use to make me a better person
When I was weak you made me strong
But having that feeling of reassurance
Its been so long

But here I sit
Nothing hiding from you anymore Here I am, its me
Nothing sitting in front you of you
Except what I pretend to be

These tears that are falling
Are reminders of why I miss you so
And how I miss you so much
But to bad you'll never know

I wish you could see
How I am so broken inside
You use to be there for me
In you I use to confide

These tear streaming down my face
Lately have stopped flowing
But don't think my love for you
Has stopped growing

I don't show the fact I cry
At least not on the outside anymore
Even though It's been so long
I haven't forgotten what these tears stand for