Those jerks

As i look back
i try to figure
just what went wrong
its to a back track
of a real sad song
time flies by
and life goes on
i wonder why
the good times have gone
so many memories
locked up tight
a million times
my instincts were right
so much confusion
I'm in a disillusion
so much pain
with nothing to gain
i don't know why
I'm stuck in a rut
so many bit***s
who call me a sl**
i cry at night
to win this fight
i start to pray
to see the next day
at first i was head over heels
now I'm not sure just how it feels
being lied to really hurts
thats why i want to avoid those jerks