I just want to be like everybody else in this world
I want some of my dreams to come true
But my reality is where I am
And I will never be like you
Stop making me act like who I am not
Because all I really want to do is die
I am sticking around so as not to hurt you
And by doing this I bleed myself dry
Dealing in hate and living in fear
Shadowed eyes where I hide my true hate and pain
Clawing away at my eyes and my skin
As it heals I start again
Smiles and laughter are my lies
As I pretend to be normal and living life to the full
Yet I am still stuck in a rut of depression
Where I constantly fall
