The Way I loved You

I've tried a million times
To tell you exactly how I feel
I've searched and searched for the words
That my heart has consealed

But when I think I have
The perfect words to use
I just walk by you
And glance up confused

I don't understand how
You have so much control over me
With just one look
I feel I can't breathe

One smile from you
And I'll cry so many tears
Remembering how many times
That conqueared all my fears

Every night I lay in bed
Staring at the ceiling
Praying that tomorrow
You'll change this feeling

Wishing that tomorrow
We'll talk like we use to
And you'll hold me in your arms again
Saying I love you

Then I cry myself asleep
Knowing this is not just one dream
But a dream I'll dream forever
Because love is so unfair and mean

If I could take it all back
Knowing I'd feel this pain
I'd do it all again
And not change a single thing

Although you don't love me anymore
My love for you is true
And I'll never love a single person
That way that I loved you