I'm so afraid of everything so afraid to care
so afraid to wake up one morning and have you no longer there
I'm to afraid to die and to afraid to live so I have no Idea what I'm doing now
not sure why who what when or how
I'm not sure about living confused about this life
but I'm to damn chicken to end it with a knife
I'm to afraid I might not live to find true love and to afraid if I already have I wont ever know
because all these feelings race through my head
and my thoughts I don't know how to show
not sure how there meant to be said
to afraid to live because I'm not sure what I'm doing to afraid to die
because I haven't found a good enough reason to so I'm just left to cry
I don't know what to say or do
how i know I'm still in love with you
but your not in love with me so I'm better left out in the rain
all these thought all they do is continue to drain
drain the life right out of me and kill me to
but I'm not really sure even what to do
god I don't get this. cant you please just tell me the answers to life
why one would be depressed sad and hurt
why people are abused treated like shi* and dirt
why there are those who want to die so bad they try and end it with a knife
why would someone try to overdose on pills and drugs
why are they trying to kill themselves?? could it be because they lost love
but I thought you couldn't lose love wow I took that for granted because I lost him so why am I still here
WHY am I still standing in this world? why do I still care
Why is it that I have so many questions
why do they continued on answered
are there really answers out there or are they to complicated to understand
HOW LONG WILL MY HEART BE BROKEN AND THE PIECES LOST? HOW LONG BEFORE MY HEART AND OTHERS ARE ABLE TO MEND
