Why am I still here?

by Christina Gomes   Mar 20, 2005


Sometimes I wonder
Why I keep going
There's nothing waiting for me
Except my endless crying

I don't understand
What keeps me alive still
This life is a nightmare
With no encouraging will

There is no way
To escape this fear
It'll always last
It's always here

For I fear my own life
Hate everything about it
It's been torn to pieces
Into tiny little bits

Why I'm still here
I question everyday
There's nothing more to gain
Nothing ever goes my way

Every time I run
The memories come back
Into my mind flooding
And happiness I always lack

Please rate and comment, and help me improve my writing

© Copyright Christina Gomes 2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by Just Lisa

    hey . . . great poem!!! I loved it because I can really relate to it!!! Keep it up because writing really does help and I also rely on writing allot!!! if you get the chance, take a look at someof my poems and comment and rate them cuz it means the world to me, more than you know!!! Good job!!!
    ~*Lisa*~

  • 19 years ago

    by Jamie

    Wow, you don't even need improvement in your writing. You are already better at writing than most people that I know. Your poems have so much rythm and they are so sad, but really good.

  • 19 years ago

    by Saravana Kumar S

    heart touching poem once again...keep up the good work...take care and keep smiling...FIVE>>>

  • 19 years ago

    by Amit

    Beautiful write this one too, nice poem.

    5/5. Take Care, Always Believe in Love.

    Love, Amit

  • 19 years ago

    by ღ.:Krissy:.ღ

    This poem was amazing, too! I love them all! Way to go Christina! I luv ya always! <3

    ~Krissy