One last note

Close my eyes and walk alone
there are so many thing i wished you had known

when i leave tonight
everyone will know i didn't put up a fight

when your life starts to fall
and theres no one to call

you stop trying to make it worth while
and you give up on your fake smile

people are starting to see
all the thing wrong with me

people tell me that they care
but there judging me and thats not fair

this time I'm giving in
and death is about to win

no one ever gave me any hope
and the only thing left to do is find a rope

you always told me that suicide was wrong
but it will be over soon- it wont take long

i will write you one last note
before i let the rope close in around my throat

* more venting... letting feeling out*