Whenever i try to think of some happy thoughts of you and me.
i always seem to fail, i do love you thats a fact i need to accept.
but its so hard, when you dont bring any joy into my life.
all that sweet talk, makes me weak.
but i dont know half of the time where to find you in the streets.
you come and go, i barely get to see you.
and when i do, im never alone with you.
see it hurts me, it tears me up inside.
why can't i just be happy and enjoy my life?
maybe where we went wrong, was when we started dating.
cause the things we loved about each other, is now the things we're hating.
i know every couples have their ups and downs,
but i dont think its normal, to have a boyfriend who's never really around.
i think i know deep down inside, that you shouldn't have a boyfriend who's
not by your side. and that you shouldn't have a boyfriend who's not really your type.
but we've been together for so long,
that i can't really tell the difference from when you do me right or wrong.
you can't say that our relationship has grown strong,
cause i can't promise you for how long ill be holding on.
