I thought I loved you more than anyone
I thought you were the answer to my prayer
I thought I needed you in my life
I thought I would always want you there
I wanted you so badly
Thinking of you gave me butterflies
Every time that I was sad
All I had to do was imagine your eyes
When I was with you I was happy
And I felt safe holding your hand
When you looked at me I felt special
Like I was the only one in this land
I thought you were what I needed
Something that took away my past
But deep down I always knew
That this thing between us wouldn't last
We were never really friends
Didn't have anything in common
Heck we didn't even really talk
Just proceeded into it without caution
Your kiss sent shivers down my spine
But that's all you did for me
We didn't have a special connection
And that's what a relationship needs
So I don't know why I fell so hard
It just seemed good at the time
I don't know what I saw in you
That made me become so blind
I was to blind to see how I really felt
All I saw was someone that I could kiss
Someone that I thought I loved
Someone that I thought I missed
But it wasn't really love
It wasn’t really true
The only thing that I loved
Was the thought of kissing you.
*this is true to me ..votes and comments are apprechiated as always*
