I go to sleep in my room and I think about life
Only knowing the next day that I would want to die
How could I waste my life walking around on earth?
I've been a menace to society ever since my day of birth
Every night my momma has tears in her eyes
Because I always run away and I risk my life
She knows I'm in a gang and it hurts her so bad
But she doesn't really know that this gang is the best thing I've ever had
I know being in a gang I could get killed
Why would I wanna leave something I helped build?
I like to slit my arms and my wrist as well
Later in life I know people will want me to go to Hell
Hello all you people
Tell me what do you see?
Tell me everything that I can to make you believe
Momma please believe in what I'm apart of
And know that God is watching my every move from above
I could get hurt of I could go to jail
But know this is the one thing that I could not fail
Momma forgive me for my sins and all the pain I caused you
Just know this that in my heart I will always love you
To all my homies...
If I should ever die
Who will be there to dry the tears that my momma cries?
