My eyes cloud up
I stumble through the dark
Running my hands
Under my mattress
Searching every corner
Until I find it
The small piece of metal
That small, sharp razor
I fall the floor and press hard
Until I feel it
The sharp pinch and cool burn
I feel the blood
Its pouring out of my veins
More than ever before
And I look down
I realize, its deep
The deepest I've ever gone
I grow weaker with every drop
And I slowly realize
It's here, the end
What I've always wanted
What I've been searching for
It's quiet and I'm free
My mind isn't racing
The burden is lifted
From my broken shoulders
I'm floating
And the pain is gone
I can finally breathe
