A heart Racing moment

God whats going on?
we were just starting to talk.
my heart sinks into my stomach.
then your mom starts to knock.

she sees what you have found.
i bet she heard me screaming too.
I didn't know you loved me this much.
I look in the mirror, my face is turning blue.

we were on the phone.
there was nothing i could do.
i weakly said i love you.
and you softly said i love you too.

it was all in the past.
baby i love you more than life.
you said we would be together.
you said i would be your wife.

i heard a gun cock in the background.
i stared screaming anything i could.
you said you would take your life.
your not thinking as clear as you should.

i didn't think we would be together.
i thought we were just friends.
ide do anything to make you happy.
but i wont sit back and let your life end.