It's to hard to say

How do I tell you this feeling that has been in me for so long?
How do I tell you that you are all I want?
How do I tell you that every night I fall asleep with you in my head?
That I weep thinking that you may never notice me
I keep in mind that I can’t give up hope
And even though I lope you know that I am always here for you
But you have to tell me how to deal with all that is in me
For when I sit and watch you and your girl huddle
I wish I were the one you could cuddle
I know she does not feel what I feel for you
Give me a chance to prove to you
I will make you happy
I may even act wacky for you just you make you smile
It may last a while but I need a chance
When you give me a chance I may just dance of joy
For you are in my heart boy
But how? How do I show you right now what I been meaning to say all this time
You make me feel so week
All because you are the one my eye sight seeks
The words I am trying to tell you are lost
What is the cost for you to give me some attention?
There is so much tension
I am a wreck with out being able to say the right words
But this may only last a while
And as time passes
I may tell you what I feel inside
Or maybe I will tell you now so you can realize
I love you