So you think...

So you think I’m happy
But guess what I’m not
Sam shut up, I’m ugly
Stop saying I’m “hot”

None of the guys like me
And none of the girls care
And the ones that do
Are never there

I’ve been lying to every1
I’ve seen it all
Because u thought I got up
But I’m still going to fall

I know this is a crap poem
You’ve heard it all before
No one would read my poems
Or just take the time to do a bit more

But at the moment
I don’t care
See my life is shit
It’s so unfair

People cutting
Because of me
And then they have the nerve
To lie to me

They think I’m weak
So I lie
I say of stopped
And I don’t want to die

But deep inside
It’s hurting me more
I just want to die
I feel like a little wh*®e

I don’t understand
Why they start to care
When I say I’ve stopped
They don’t talk about me when I’m not there

I’m just another girl
Who hates her life
Who uses and blade
To get her in strife

Being raped
Tore her apart
She is quite cautious
When she gives her heart

But at the moment
She has no one to give it to
So she suffers in silence
Its what she knows to do