Why did you come back?
I had finally found my way back
found out how to care for another
maybe even realized how to love again
I had finally put you in the back of my mind
trying not to think about us
our times together, glad and sad
but as all other good things it came to an end
but it wasn't the end that i wanted
you broke my heart
no, not broke, broke is too soft a word
you tore it out
you took all my life away
i cried that night
all my emotions flowed out with the tears
ever since that i locked myself away
not revealing myself to anyone
i locked myself up until one person came along
they helped me refind myself
i finally learned that loving you was good
but i needed to move on
you weren't the only one for me
but tonight i got that call
it was you on the other line
asking how i was and what was happening
just your voice brought back everything
memory flashes filled my head
i dont know what to do now
im right back to the one place
i never wanted to revisit.
why do you torture my mind so
why can't you just leave me
and stop this supreme torture
_this is an old poem that i thought i posted but i guess not_
