At nights i lay in bed and think
did u know him better then me
is it true he left us
did he really love me
or was it just to make me feel good
then i have the questions
why did he have to go
and what all happened
i guess no one will ever know
he called me sister
but did he really mean it
or was it just one big lie
last night i layed in bed
and thought how much i really missed u
for you been gone 2 months 2 long
and i indeed miss u
and that is not a lie
i am not the only one that cry before i go to sleep
for i do know that Ashley does problem more then me
for i new u for a little bit & thats about all i can say
for the last few years
sense you can back
i did not get to know u that way
u left for my birthday to Alaska i must say
but you wrote and sent your love
but then you came back
and i don't think you were ever the same one i loved
you can back as a different man
and didn't want anything to do with me
so i left you alone and steady out of you way
now i wish i would have never done that
for now you are gone
& i am not sure what to do
should i go on like this
and think about you
or should i just make it a myth
act like it never happened
act like your still here
act like you just left & your be back next year
well the truth is i can't or i might
i might act like your still here still somewhere in my world
but your not in my world
your in my heart where you for ever will stay
Walter M. Sarnoski 7-7-85 to 1-20-05
your always be missed
