Hate

Trees are green and so is grass,
I'm surely gonna kick Ur ass,
hate you so much, can't describe,
Cos every part of me has died,

I try so hard to hide it from you,
cover up the tears, when i feel blue,
cover the signs my heart is breaking,
though inside, my body is aching,

A feeling of hate held deep within,
this sort of feeling seems like a sin,
A feeling of sadness i cannot control,
an empty space, an opening hole,

The person i try to hide from is me,
try to cover things up so i can't see,
the one i hate is stood right here,
no-more laughter, no more fear,

I am depressed, so you can see,
what all this hurt is doing to me,
A feeling not many understand,
if they have felt it, they can hold my hand.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi

Wrote this when i was 16 when i was depressed
Just found it today in my old school book.
I was having a clear out. I have felt like this before
and i know what it's like not to be understood.
Please comment. Would appreciate it. Thanks :)