I dream of a beautiful place,
so harmless and neat,
but this wonderful life could never happen to me.
Loud horrid screams fill the air,
trying to breath,
but no breath is there.
Closing it out, I sit on the floor,
trying not to cry,
but my face is dry no more.
Hiding away from all the bad things,
but I'm surrounded by bone chilling screams.
Hands shaking,
I'm blue in the face,
why couldn't my life be a much better place?
Blurry eyes looking up,
I see the blood drip.
Why couldn't this be just one big acid trip?
How come I deserve this?
What did I do?
Theres nothing left to say.
Ill just hide away in my room
I lock the door behind me,
so no one can see
this poor little girl,
hiding in me.
Lost in the many tears,
for Ive been searching,
for a much better life for too many years.
Scared to death
of whats going to happen next,
I close my eyes to sleep,
but I can sleep, for I cannot breath.
Gasping for air,
tears pour like rain, my soul gone forever,
lost in a blood pool of pain.
