Easter,
a time for celebration,
a time for joy,
but for me.........
it does nothing but annoy.
i don't want family,
i don't want to cheer,
i don't want to live,
yet i still stay here.
i have to choose one family,
the one who betrayed,
or the one that stayed.
to help me through my life.
i don't want to be a part of them.
they lie as far as they see me.
but i cant go to see my real family.
i hurt them so,
that it doesn't matter what they see.
i could be dying in a gutter,
or taking an immense amount of pills.
Ive betrayed them,
and there is nothing that anyone can do,
to make this a happy easter.
