Dear God

Dear god.
Where is my promised land?
Or at least,
Can you fix me a man?

Dear god.
Do you hear my prayers at all?
Then why
Won’t someone call?

Dear god.
Who am I?
I’m living without knowing.
Watching as my life pass by.

Dear god again.
And for the last time tonight
Will I ever be married?
And will it be to the right guy?