Today is the day

Today is the day,
that my troubles fade away.
I'm tired of arguing,
sick of crying.

It's always been the same,
walking with my shame.
They laugh and they point,
while i roll up a joint.

I'm tired of this life,
so i take a knife.
I slice my wrist,
oh f *ck I'm pissed.

I cut to let the pain out,
when all i need is to shout.
I need to run away,
and today is the day.

Life is hard don't you see,
you think my pain is funny.
I have nothing left,
I'm alone by my lonely self.

I told my mom not to worry,
when everything is getting weary.
And that same night
i hung from a rope,
I've lost everything,I have no hope.

And on the ground,
my note was found.

"Dig my grave, dig it deep,
dig my grave from head to feet.
I dwelt to long,
never even found where i belong.

I can't deny,
you've made me die.
So f *ck you all,
and let me fall."