We thought getting together would change everything and solve our problems
But were right back where we were before...
Our arguing isn't going to stop and i cant handle much more
Crying every night just isn't the thing for me.
It isn't what makes me happy.
I'm sorry if what i do upsets you but i feel like thats what i need to do.
Ive done it before, the pain wasn't that bad.
It was kinda relieving... As if it were a pain killer.
So i say this now hoping you take it serious,
The blade will go down my wrist and blood will soon escape
I will miss you if i get as deep as i want.
I will always love you and always watch over you.
But i cant handle this pain here on Earth.
I'd rather feel no pain at all.
So i guess i must do this despite what you say.
You were always my baby and if this doesn't stop
This poem will soon come true.
