Crying

All alone i sit here
i only want to die
i want to break down, let it out
but i lost the ability to cry

the tears i feel them
i want them to come
but they don't- they never do
before i start i'm done

you don't understand
you can't comprehend
all i want- that is this
my sorrow needs to end

you don't know what its like
you can always cry
this is something that you do
you don't have to wonder why

if i cry, will i feel better?
will my fears pour out of me?
all i want is to break and weep
and let my tears go free

i lost the ability to cry
i sit here all alone
and since i can't, i think i fear
my sorrows now have grown