Not Even There

I'm looking over at all my friends, I'm calling their names but they just shake their heads
i walk up to them
and they just walk away
it's like i'm invisible
like i'm not even there
as i near them again
i hear them all b itch
So where's Lucy, when she arrives
we will leave her behind,
for she is just an embarrassment, ha ha, I wish she would lose weight, for the sake of us all
I run away fast, i run to the knife
i sharpen the blade
and i cut and i slice
i let the blood poor
as there is no where to go
and no where to hide
sitting on the ground
hoping my life is finally coming to an end
there supposed to be my friends
but in the end, they were never there
and soon I won't be either
whilst my tears of red emotion come sleepily down my arm

(C) Lucy Green

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