Is death better then life?
i would not know because i have not died
but i feel it now wondering how.
Inside i am so dead
i lie here in bed
praying i were actually dead.
i can't see the light
because i have given up the fight. suicide has become so real
i don't know how else to deal.
my life has turned to shit
all because that first hit
it hurts so bad
I'm becoming very mad
i hear my mom cry
wondering why?
did i hurt her so bad?
is that why she is sad?
I'm wishing this was all over
and i would die
all because i cant stand to hear her cry.
*not one of my best but its okay it just had alot of meaning to me.
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