Endless lifes Fate

It’s been about a week,
The longest I’ve gone,
But it’s starting to get hard,
I new it all along,

I have an erge,
To make an incision,
Any were on my body,
You make the decision,

I promised I wouldn't do it any more,
And I plan to keep it that way,
I know if I get through this night,
I’ll be fine forever in a day,

It’s so tough,
An addiction worse than cocaine,
My bodies growing weaker,
And I just know I’m going insane,

Sammi I love you so much,
For tonight I may make a mistake,
I hope you can forgive me,
For my endless life’s fate.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on 16th March, 2005