As I Shake...

Leave me with my thoughts,
Just leave me here to break,
Forget and let me disappear,
Fading as i shake,

I shake with this confusion,
I don't know what to do,
I keep seeing blood and the blade,
And snap, screaming at you,

The tears pour down my cheeks,
Washing away my fake smile,
I snap and you laugh at me,
Salty drips pour from my eyes,

You don't know why i broke,
I'm the angry girl at last,
You don't know that I've kept inside,
All hidden beneath this mask,

Nobody even knew it,
Not my closest, best friend,
I keep trying to forget my past, to smile,
But i can't, in the end,

I shouted and i screamed,
For you to go away,
I didn't want to hurt someone,
For I'd regret it another day,

You don't understand the things i do,
And you don't know how to react,
You just turn and you talk,
About me, behind my back,

You all thought i was happy,
But boy, you were so wrong,
Forget my little outbreaks,
For they wont last too long,

Leave me with my thoughts,
Just leave me here to break,
Forget and let me disappear,
Fading as i shake...

Feeling pretty bad...

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always.*