Stopping

Unforgiving hurt
Never fails this life I'm in
No way can I forget it
These eyes you search through

My sad lonely looks
I never can I stop
Some reason I can't smile
A real smile for a real reason

Crying is undesired
No pain comes to mind
The sharp edges almost dull
As the moment fades again

Finding no way out
Starting to drift into the night
Burning my arm
With the tears stinging my cut

It's always raining in my soul
Forgetting all the things I should have done
The things I should have said
But the time is going too fast

It's been awhile now
And I will never think
Of ruining my life like I already have
I just want one chance
To stop myself for good..