Invisible Tears

Every night i wondered
Why you're never here
Why i hold my teddy bear
Instead of you, my dear

How i'd love to be near you
Breathe in your fragrant cologne
Instead of sitting here crying
Playing scrabble on my own

Each night i wondered why
That boy i knew so well
Grew up to be my own demon
Dragging me down to Hell

You would have died in a second
To find me here like this
Now when i even come near you
You dodge my longing kiss

From the first day we met
Our eyes met and we knew
In our minds we were thinking
"I want to be with you"

From our first kiss
To our very first night
My eyes only held you
My love shone so bright

Why do you now
Pretend i dont exist
That this blood on the ground
Not from my wrist

I wanted to let you know
In the letter you now see
That the blade wasnt to blame
But you, who killed me

I'd cry one last time
Even though you wouldnt see
To take my own blood
For the only time you saw me...

*Not one if my best i dont think, but i've jsut been feeling alone lately....*