A Nobody Life

Depression sinking in,
Going deeper, farther below the skin,
Wanting to live no more,
Feeling worthless and weak,
Silencing himself so he cannot speak,
Reaching out to find no one close,
Taking pills, trying to overdose,
No one to love or hold,
His parents are sometimes brutal and cold,
No one to care for him,
He looks around everyday,
To find someone who feels the same way,
Crying himself to sleep at night,
Wondering if he will ever be loved,
Telling himself life’s a lie,
Trying to get help,
But no one will ever truly care,
Reaching for a friend but she’s never there,
He has no real friends, they just use him,
This is his life,
Full of worry & strife,
Feeling his body and mind being torn into two parts,
This is how it all ends, how it all starts,
Depression sinking in,
Going deeper, farther below the skin,
Trying to silence trying to hide,
His thoughts of cold blood suicide.