All because of you...

I met you not to long ago,
Seems like forever,
About 2 months or so.

We started talking,
Exchanged names,
Then after that things were never the same.

As days went on we drew closer & closer,
Offering hugs,
It was like a forbidden roller coaster.

We shared stupid moments,
laughed and gave a few stares,
I knew what they meant,
The connection was there.

As days went on my heart was never at rest,
One night you called me,
I had to let it out, I had to confess.

Now you knew how I truly felt,
How you made my body explode,
At your appearance I would melt.

Even though I didn't know what you thought of me,
Hoping you felt the same way,
Wanting to know what your love could bring.

I have a feeling deep inside,
You feel the same way,
You want to be mine.

All of a sudden your at her feet,
Kissing her, hugging her,
She's the one you now first meet.

You do this in my presence,
Knowing that id care,
But you act as if it wouldn't hurt me,
As if I'm not even there.

You treat me as if I'm invisible,
Walk right by me and don't say a word,
Its unbelievable.

Your fading away so quick,
I run after you,
Grab you but lose grip.

You disappear away from my existence,
Your gone,
I just can't accept this.

I'm crying deep inside,
Under my skin,
Holding back the pain,
I can't let you win.

You do this on purpose, just to hurt me,
Then you want me back,
Assuming I'm not hurting.

You knew how much I loved you,
You knew how much I cared,
You knew I'd take that extra leap just to make you aware.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you make me hurt so bad?
So it makes it impossible to breath?

I go to bed at night crying for you,
Wishing your were mine,
Something that now wont come true.

My tears shed,
Squeezing my pillow,
My mascara bled.

I cry these tears for you,
Because you could have been mine,
All it took was you and your time.

Now all I have left are these unwanted scenes,
I want them to be false,
I want them to be only a dream.

Now I'm left with this agonizing pain,
My hand to my chest,
My blood being washed away in the rain...