How Much You Meant To Me

Soon you will see, how much you meant to me. Maybe then you'll understand you were all I had. I hope you'll then be glad, to stand above my body and cry. You never really thought I wanted to die? Well looks like you were wrong, cuz look...I'm gone. I told you how much you meant to me, how much I wanted to be. But instead you took it all away. Making everything worse day by day. I'd awake in the morning to find my scarred arms. You were something like my only charm. But soon you started to drift away. Finding it I needed to pay. What exactly did I do to you? To make you start treating me like a shoe? Oh well, it's too late to dwell... And maybe now you'll see, how much you meant to me.